Last weekend i went to visit a friend that i havent seen in around three years. I was very excited to see him because he really is an extrordinary person. I met him during the summer of 07'. I remember when i met him, we clicked instantly. Im not really the type of person that 'clicks' with people alot, so thats how i knew he was special. I learned alot from him that summer and he became one of my bestfriends also. I knew we always had the best times. He's a little older than me, and it always felt like he was teaching me new things. He would take me on these crazy conversations with him. He's also one of the few people that i could say knows me and everything. But it was a summer thing. Once summer was over, we kind of lost contact. It made me sad alot because toward the end of summer we werent as close, so i felt like things with him were left unresolved.
So after about a year of my friend hearing me complain and be unhappy, i don't know why it took so long, she convinced me to get in contact with him. It wasnt that hard because we know alot of the same people. I got a number but i started to wonder if it was this easy, why didnt he do the same. So i had my doubts but i figured i knew him well enough, and that he had to feel the same.
We started talking on and off, and it pretty much satisfied me because i had just wanted to have some type of closure. So, if we hadnt talked for a while, i didnt mind because the last time we talked, we were cool. But for him it was always different. He moved alot after summer but he always aske when we were going to hang out and it seemed like he was anxious to see me. I was so busy all the time, and all wrapped up in myself, i ended up blowing him off for like another two years. We talked probably once a month up until about two weeks ago. We talked for a coulpe days straight and it was like all of a sudden i realized how special he was to me, like i had forgot or something. I felt stupid for not wanting to see him or being shy. One day when he asked again, i told him i wasnt doing much so i would come visit him because it felt like forever. He had just moved back to oakland.
I started to remember all the fun times we had and i became nervous to see him again. I didnt think he would have changed that much, but i know i definately had. When i saw him again though, nothing really felt different. No matter how much either of us grew or changed, We were completely comfortable with eachother becuase we still knew eachother better than anyone probably. It was such a wonderrrrrful day, it was one of those days that you replay in your head later, the ones that make you smile for days. Im still smiling now (:
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